turn off the lights
and turn off the shyness
cause all of our moves
make up for the silence
the lies |
the fake |
the phonies |
Saturday, July 01, 2006
my skin feels too tight that i'm willing to peel it off so that my ribs would have enough space to protrude as much as they want...
even though i'm hell tired i can't sleep... the bed feels like a thorny rock...and nightmares just won't gimme a break...
i'm trembling, stumbling into things when i walk, stuttering when i talk....
i have to prove i'm okay every single day....i have to show mama that i don't need to take her offer and go see a shrink... i've been always known to be strong...it kinda means i have to be a perptual tower of strength..
i'm human and yet no1 has to know it...
i'd rather u tell me u wanna fix my make-up rather than fix what's going on..
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[bleedtodeath]
4:05 AM
l Walaa Emam l 14/02/1985 l Faculty of Science, AinShams Univ. l Female l