please
attend
my funeral.
[bleedtodeath]
[bleedtodeath]
12:31 PM
I hate the way I've become, pretentious and fake.. I partly put the blame on my family for turning me this way while they're unaware.
I can't be honest with them about anything whatsoever.
I hate the thoughts that roam in my head, mostly depressing and generally mean. the people who think they know me say I can't hurt a fly, they say I'm kind, naive and not capable of being dangerous. thats not true.
I hate the people who keep calling me. I don't return their calls and it doesn't stop them from calling again and again and again.
I hate hating them because they don't deserve that treatment.
I hate being told what to do and what not to do, how to do it and when to do it. I hate being patronized more than I hate being underestimated.
________________________________
9:50 AM
designer
Nonosh: nonosh l
mostanqa3at: michelle l
Kelma: kelma l
Kareem: kareem l
MaatMaat
Sick: Sick l
aywa khadama: aywa 7'dama l
______________________
STUFF THAT SUCKED`.
June 2006' #
July 2006' #
August 2006' #
September 2006' #
October 2006' #
November 2006' #
December 2006' #
February 2007' #
September 2007' #
October 2007' #
November 2007' #
December 2007' #
January 2008' #
March 2008' #
______________________