turn off the lights
and turn off the shyness
cause all of our moves
make up for the silence
the lies |
the fake |
the phonies |
Saturday, September 29, 2007
I hate the way I've become, pretentious and fake.. I partly put the blame on my family for turning me this way while they're unaware.
I can't be honest with them about anything whatsoever.
I hate the thoughts that roam in my head, mostly depressing and generally mean. the people who think they know me say I can't hurt a fly, they say I'm kind, naive and not capable of being dangerous. thats not true.
I hate the people who keep calling me. I don't return their calls and it doesn't stop them from calling again and again and again.
I hate hating them because they don't deserve that treatment.
I hate being told what to do and what not to do, how to do it and when to do it. I hate being patronized more than I hate being underestimated.
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[bleedtodeath]
9:50 AM
l Walaa Emam l 14/02/1985 l Faculty of Science, AinShams Univ. l Female l